So I have found my first real big hurdle… I am struggling to talk to women who are successfully breast feeding. Call me selfish, call me sad but the jealousy is seriously consuming me and I am really at odds with what to do.
I was so excited to begin this journey, to help other mummas succeed at something I was unable to do. However when faced with beautiful breastfed bubbas all around me all I could feel was the overwhelming urge to curl up in a ball and hide.